Fate

I dont really know love.

I didnt know it would come to me like this. 

My heart doesnt act like it wants to in front of my love. 

If I knew I was going to be like this, 

I wouldn't have started in the first place.

Like a fool, I am regretting this late. 

I wished that you wouldnt be my love.

I wished that it wouldnt be you. 

You deceited me, telling me that its not love. 

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate. 

Because painful wounds will be left on me. 

But even when I know this, I am still greedy. 

It keeps getting me sad. 

I thought that it was a wrong start. 

I thought so easily. 

I believed that I could always call you. 

What should I do? 
Where did it go wrong? 
I need to avoid this love. 
But I yearn for everything about you. 

I wished that you wouldnt be my love. 
I wished that it wouldnt be you. 
You deceited me, telling me that its not love. 

I hoped that it would be a passing by fate. 
Because painful wounds will be left on me. 
But even when I know this, I am still greedy.
It keeps getting me sad. 

Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything. 
I can't contain myself anymore. 
The fact that I have to erase you. 
Today again, 

It makes it even more hard..